Monday, 6th August, 10:43pm
Things you wish you could say at work #12: You're validating my inherent mistrust of strangers.
Hey, readers
I warn you, I might get a little serious in this post, so anyone who has serious depression issues, go see a doctor.
Ever since I first started this blog, I've been calling myself The Vigilante, mostly to protect my privacy. Recently, though, it's starting to feel like me and The Vigilante are two different people. Don't get me wrong, it's not like I have two personalities or anything. Being a Psychology student, I know that's impossible. But it's like there two voices in my head; me, and The Vigilante.
For example, I recently had someone I loved die. As is the natural course, I mourned, but there was a voice at the back of my head saying why are you sad? This was always going to happen, and it's going to happen to you as well. The voice even sounded different to my own. I guess The Vigilante is starting to become something in his own form.
For the time being, I'm still going to write under his name, but I think there's going to come a day when he and I become too seperate to live in the same brain. I don't know. It might sound crazy. Hmm, maybe I am going crazy. Now, wouldn't that be fun.
Later, readers
The other half of The Vigilante
I'd hate to be crazy ! Me too ! Me three ! Hey Na Ni Na Ni Lalalala Bing Bong.... WOOP WOOP!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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